All the things she said.

Challenge

2010-06-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

One thing after another, and it seems like everything is linked together. Your past with my present.

Must god really play such a prank on me and put me in such a challenge?

Back with a heavy heart

2010-06-19T21:08:00.005+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging for a really long time and I swear that laziness is not just the core reason for me not to do so. Besides being really busy with studies, work and anything else, I don't really feel comfortable about the idea of publishing my thoughts and my everyday life encounters here, in a place where anyone can view much, anymore. Not, especially when things haven't really been going THAT smoothly for me nowadays.

I don't like the idea of being judged at, especially when people just don't even have the slightest idea of what exactly is going on, or worse. Some people think they really does know a lot, like everything. But seriously? You really think so? So before you do make any judgement, I suggest you just keep the comments to yourself before you make it clear to others how ignorant you can be. (:

I have been pretty pessimistic lately, reason being that the things that had been happening to me makes me the way I am now. Or perhaps, it has always been in me. Where did the bubbly me went to? Was that even the real personality of mine anyway? I don't even know it myself.

All these doubts and questions drowned me every day, every night and I started losing faith in this whole thing. Was this the right decision I made months ago that made me become what I am today? I want to believe that everything is beautiful and alright, but am I just trying too hard lying to myself? What was told to me, what was promised, were they just empty words and promises?

I hope that it is clearly understood that I need help, I can't be doing this alone if no help was offered. I feel that things are falling apart, I am falling apart.If still no actions other than myself is to be done, I don't know where this will be leading to.

I've changed, I know I did. For the better or for the worse? I have no idea anymore. Simply because things are not getting better when I actually did try to change for the better.

It takes two hands to clap. So what if I tried to change for the better when the other party is doing otherwise. I feel powerless and helpless whenever the message I tried to convey failed to be sent accordingly. I don't like and obviously not want to be taken for granted. I want to feel appreciated, not just by words, but by actions.

If even the involved parties can't understand the situation and look for solution, who else will?

What am I supposed to do now? I'm so tired of doing this alone. I don't want to end up getting hurt, I can't afford to be hurt again and again.

Please enlighten me.

TO YOU, MY DEAREST

2010-03-31T18:40:00.004+08:00

Whatever had happened in my past, whatever I said or did in the past does not count, what matters now is that I love you and only you now alright?

Love you baby. Hugs&kisses <3

The first post in 2010.

2010-01-30T18:50:00.005+08:00

My last post was more than a month ago, hahahahahaha ! Why am I so lazy ?! Might as well just close down my blog yeah? =/

So many things happened within the past one month, and I really do not know how to type them out in words now.

I can only conclude that 2010 will definitely not be a good year for me, and I can sense that there will be more to come. BOO ! I certainly wish that my instincts are wrong and hope that things can get better though.

Things went wrong on the very first day of 2010, how positive can I be?

Oh yeah, he popped out out of nowhere again and said sentimental stuff to me, making me confused for a moment, but I guess I have to know what I want and to avoid confusions, I told him that it's best not to contact anymore. Moreover, I need to be fair to my current BF right?

I admit at times I will find myself in dilemma still, thinking whether if I've made the right choice? Will I regret after that? Why is it that everytime when I want to move on, he will pop out again and emotionally stop me from moving on? Ahh, but fuck that, I've already pick my choice and I should just live with it and time will tell. I believe in fate, what's yours will be yours.

Oh yes, my shopping addictions are back again, oh god ! It seems that I can never have enough of it. I need help, before I end up eating grass and soil. One more week and holiday is here again, weeeee !

How did your 2010 went so far? (:

First day of school, sucked.

2009-12-18T16:43:00.002+08:00

The title sucked as much as it really did.

First day of school is already dreadful enough, but how does having Mathematics on the first day sounds like? It's like the suckiest day ever.

So much things happened over the holidays and I had no time to blog at all due to many reasons, i hardly had the chance to even touch my laptop.

So much I had to say but I don't know where to start with, so here's a brief post of what I did over the holidays.

Let's talk about my Christmas. Went to Zouk for the first time with Renee and girlfriends for countdown on the eve of Christmas and it was also Jas' birthday, so one stone killed two birds.

I was pretty disappointed with the music in Phuture, I thought I still prefer Powerhouse DJ alot more. First time in Zouk, and I'm already disappointed. How nice.

On Christmas Day itself, went to catch Chipmnks 2 with him and dinner with his family.

Met up with my secondary school friends and caught Old Dogs, the show was great. Watch it !

Went to Helipad to club on New Year's Eve with gfs, him and his friends. The music was freaking Trance for the whole night, damn it ! Luckily, it was free entry for the girls but the guys wasted their time and money there for nothing. We left the club at 1am because the music was really not our cup of tea. everyone splitted up, me and him went to join his family for another 2 rounds of drinks. They drank like nobody's business, madness ! I was so close to drunk or was I already drunk? I remember not being able to walk properly even after I showered.

Bad start of 2010, because I found out something shocking that still affects me greatly, maybe to him too. I need time to bury this incident behind me and hope it really will not happen again.

Things are not going very smoothly for me this year and I certainly hope things will get better and not worse.

I must say I did not really enjoy the holiday at all because I've been working quite alot and the fact that I haven't even got my first paycheck, whathefuck !

Nevertheless, over the holiday, I can see the great change that he had for me and I appreciate his effort. It is probably the reason why I forgave his gravely mistake. but of course, no more 3rd chance !

I'm supposed to be doing my Math worksheet but here I am blogging. HAHA !

Alright, conclusion. I'm partialling today still, muahahahaha. Hopeless*

P/S Lotsa photos, facebook me to see. Too lazy to upload in this sucky blogger. Ciao ciao. (:

Laziness got the better of me

2009-12-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

Yes, I'm being lazy to blog yet again, but guess what? Today marks the last day of school, here comes the term break ! Woohoo !

Actually I got nothing much to be excited about because I've got to spend almost everyday of my holiday working my ass off except for what? 6 days? What the heck am I thinking man? I really felt bad that before holiday, I already have not much time to spend with him, and now it's holiday i am still busy with work. And worse of all, I think I spent more time with friends than him because I don't want to end up like my past, neglecting my friends for my relationship. i need a balance. but now, I guess the balance is pretty much unfair for him, haha.

I think I just need some time to adjust a little.

Have still been arguing with him quite a bit recently, I think this is not going to stop, not anytime soon, probably because I'm too hard to please. Haha. But oh well...

Have been out with him and his friends during the weekends and both night, his friends made us waited like fools for at least 1 hour or 2. I was super pissed off and of cause this led me to blame it on him and started venting my anger on him. I just hate to wait, let alone waiting for so long. All because of all this waiting and dragging, I had to go to work like a walking corpse only having 3 hours of sleep.

I finally caught "New Moon" but was kind of disappointed with it though. I thought Twilight was much better than that, but ! Jacob was so so so so HOT after he had that disgusting long hair chopped off!!! OMGsxz !

I kept going on and on about how cute he is to him, and he was like.................................. But seriously, he's damn hot ! =D

Alright, and now I'll stop here and I don't know when I will be free to blog again. My whole December is packed like hell !

But again, holiday is here ! Happy holiday people ! :D

BADMOOD BADMOOD BADMOOD

2009-12-06T19:15:00.005+08:00

SOMETHING IS VERY WRONG WITH ME.

But what is it? I have no idea, this is so frustrating !

Baoyu's 21st birthday party is kinda ______________ (whatever word that fits in), and its probably because everyone else did not turn up, wtf man.

I'm so freaking tired and decided not to go to work today, haven't been sleeping much lately, and I slept till 5pm today. Nevertheless, I'm still feeling so tired, probably slept too much today.

Got tricked by him* to go up to his mum's office to study when we were supposed to study at Starbucks Novena. I took much courage to step into her office because it's just plain weird la. Ended up, we did not study but watched movie there and rotted there till 12plus when his mum is finally done with her work to send us back home.

I'm so in a foul mood now, and I don't know what is the reason. Damn it.

Steamboat Session !

2009-12-04T00:10:00.013+08:00

Finally had a steamboat gathering with The Link Girls at Chin Huat Seafood. The food was great but I didn't manage to eat much due to my small appetite, hehe. The girls treated me to the feast as a small token for my birthday. (:

So since I stopped eating earlier than them, I became their camera-man. =D

Chin Huat Seafood (Y)

Go steamboat eat maggi. LOL !

Before heading for steamboat, Renee, Malbit, Him* and me headed to AMK for the 2 guys to challenge each other for pool while Renee and me waited and watch them play. As expected, Malbit got trashed pretty badly by Him*, LOL.

I thought yesterday was the best day for Him* and me because that was the only day we did not have any conflict, and guess what? It started again today, ROARS !

But at least, now I think I can tell myself what I feel for him already, a good thing I supposed?

I passed my 3 UTs so far, and hopefully the other 2 is a pass too ! Can't wait for holiday tocome boy !

Wasted day.

2009-11-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

I’m finally home after wasting my day today out at Changi Airport. -_-

Supposed to be accompanying HX BFF & co to Expo for IT Show, but me and Renee were pretty late and we ended up deciding not to go for the show after receiving news that the whole place is packed and crowded like hell.

We trained to Changi Airport to wait for them to join us for dinner at Popeye together with Jasreen, and we stayed at that place for a freaking 2 or 3 hours? Like What the heck! I even ended up missing my last bus and had to take cab home. Damn, so not worth it. I don’t know what the hell my purpose of going out today at all is. -,-

I caught “A Christmas Carol” at Cineleisure last night with Renee and her little sister after slacking at Orchard and I think the movie was quite alright and not as bad as the negative comments I heard from others, at least there is a moral of the story. Renee’s sister was damn cute! Haha.

I am still kind of arguing with him every day, and to be honest the chat log DID affected my impression of him tremendously. But still, I don’t regret reading it because at least now I know what exactly happened between them if not I’d still be kept in the dark.

I was talking to Renee about my past relationship and about what I want, and the conclusion is I don’t know what I really want or maybe, I don’t want to face the fact of what I want because I know I cannot have it? I seriously don’t know. I’ve been treating him quite badly by showing him cold shoulder most of the time, but I really can’t help it. I feel really bad. I want to quickly get my feelings and thinking sorted out so as to give myself a break, and to be fair for both of us.

Corliss asked me to join him for club tomorrow night but I cannot go. He’s not entirely the reason for me to reject the offer but I reckon the company is part of the reason for me to decide not going but, I’m so craving for clubbing now boy! L I can’t wait for school holiday to come so that I can go clubbing!

I think I’ve not been myself these few days and I hate the way I am now.

I’m feeling Christmas. (: (:

PFFT !

2009-11-24T21:31:00.004+08:00

After so long, I finally caught 2012 and guess what? Depite the show being so exciting, I fell asleep for a few times in the theatre because I was so tired. I've not been resting enough for the past few days.

I am still not sure of what I feel and what I want. How?

Argh !

Problems arising everyday, one after another. I'm sick of it already, really. I just hate it when people talk and not do, action speaks louder than words. Don't you know? I'm taking it too seriously? Perhaps it's you who took things too lightly? Fine, I won't care about this already, I'm just gonna let it be. Bye.

LOW

2009-11-21T02:23:00.003+08:00

Decisions made and I'm keeping it low, making it known only either to people who already knew it and my close friends. Not sure if this is the right choice because this was made under a pressured circumstances, but I know time will tell.

Somehow, I feel that my old self is back again and I don't like it. But, I really don't like the idea that I have to ask about everything. Ah whatever, I'm freaking exhausted and don't wanna think of anything already.

I kept wanting to hack care about things that I felt is not under control despite knowing that it irritates him, but I can't help it. Since I thought it is not under my control, I don't wish to care much. Why is it after talking nicely, something have to happen to cause conflict? I don't like it, really. It's so tiring la. And guess what? This is only the start.

Maybe it's just me. What the heck is wrong with me? But I do believe it takes two hands to clap.

Working again tomorrow. It's like Monday to Friday, school. Saturday and Sunday, work. Freaking no life.

& I'm off to sleep.

Dilemma

2009-11-18T19:29:00.003+08:00

The uncertainty is growing vividly in me, I seriously don't know what I'm thinking and what I want. Somehow, the trust is still not there, or will it even be there?

I have no idea.

The guilt in me grew stronger and stronger and I think this is getting me nowhere, what is the right thing that I should do, can someone tell me?

I need solution.

Renee JM overslept (like again !) and didn't come to school for lesson, but she was so sweet enough to come to school to meet me after school and accompanying me tke bus back to AMK. Love her to the max ! (: (:

I guess everything will be exposed soone or later, pfft ! Whatever it is the most worrying thing that I'm concerned of is still that particular person, what would her reaction be? Hmmm...

Talks are cheap.

2009-11-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

Seriously, say what you mean and mean what you say. Do what you say, and don't say it if you cannot manage to do it.

All I can say is, I have a sucky Monday.

Nevertheless, I'm glad that UT is finally over, and Communication which is as easy as ABC marked the last UT.

Meet up with all my friends soon soon soon.
& now, I'm totally drained out. Later !

I need to sleep.

2009-11-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

BADLY !

Confused =S

2009-11-14T01:11:00.003+08:00

Should I or should I not? I don't know !

So many other factors and reasons, I don't wanna think now, I need to sleep badly !

Monday is the last UT, yay !
I'm to lazy to log further, later ! (:

2009-11-07T00:13:00.004+08:00

I have been late for school in the past 2 days already, reason being that I really haven't got enough sleep at all. I was so exhausted that I lied down in front of my laptop halfway through doing my RJ, and fell asleep. -_-

Lots of things happened in the past few days, and although some are not directly linked to me, I'm somehow still affected, because it revolved my friends, my close ones. I hope it will be over soon. Right now, I just don't want to care about that issue because it's pretty tiring.

Oh yes, I've got letter from RP saying I've been absent for classes already, which mean I really can't skip school until towards the end of semester, pffft !

Lunched with Renee JM and M, and went back home with M today, like finally after talking about it for a million times. HA ! Decided to chill somewhere after we accompany each other's place to put our bags at home. Went to Ice-Kimo to have ice cream and we rotted there all the way till 9pm, haha. Laughed and talk nonsense, and he really laugh at anything, ANYTHING. Whatever I say, he laughed. DOTsxz.

Starting work again tomorrow with my ex company. Now all my weekends are burnt ! PFFFT !

2009-11-03T00:58:00.004+08:00

Halloween this year sucks for me, supposed to go Night Safari on Friday night with Renee and her friends but it rained so heavily, we had to cancel our plans.

That wasn't all, we had to run through the heavy rain to my house and we were seriously damn pathetic after getting caught in the rain. She had to slacked at my house till the rain stop and we both went for supper and I sent her off.

It rained heavily again on Saturday and my plans had to be cancelled again. Pffft !

I'm so gonna participate in Halloween next year !

Sunday at SX's birthday was kinda fun. Ed, JH and me reached there extremely early for mahjong and the rest came much later. Too bad I missed the cake, it looked so tempting. SIGH !

Pictures are on Facebook as usual and so I'm not gonna post it here to save the trouble, mine. :P

I was pretty alert and participative in Math class today, like for the first time. :D

It all went well until 2nd meeting when I start to MSN with alot of people and facebook was seriously a hugeass distraction. Damn ! But I still manage to catch up on what's going on so I hope, no more grade C for Math !

Dragged myself to Dover (SP) to meet HX, Lionel, Melvin and Edmund just for the sake of the movie HX downloaded for me, was super unwilling to travel that far but I ain't got no choice because someone threatened me ! (SLAP ME SOME MORE =X)

Whenever Renee is not with me, I get bullied by them, stupid ! Especially you, LHX, "mei da mei xiao" !

Met that lamer Malcolm to accompany him for supper after I got back to Thomson and that idiot kept introducing me to his "friends" as the crazy one. WTH ! Spoilt my reputation totally, damn him !

UT's starting tomorrow and I studied nothing yet, good luck to me boy !

P/S: So many weird guys around me, WHY?!

2009-10-29T00:02:00.005+08:00

Partial-ed yesterday again with Renee and went to play pool at AMK with her classmate, Malcolm. LOL.

I lost to him in every rounds, but whatever la. I'm not pro in pool anyway. Pffft !

Me with Malcolm's black disgusting

boxer rabbit, LOL !

Went to Jurong Point with Renee after the game to meet her cousin to help him with his homework and accompanied him to look for his prom night attire. We really shopped and helped him look for his full attire already boy !

Oh yes, I saw another online friend unexpectedly in AMK when I was on my way home with Renee. Like again ! But this time he saw me, I didn't see him. So irritating la !

Free movie again today, thanks to Renee JM ! (:

Went to catch "Sister's Keeper" after school with Renee, HX, Lionel, Melvin and edmund at AMK Hub. The movie was alright, not as touching as I thought. At least, I didn't cry so badly. But still, it's meaningful and kinda sweet and heart-warming in some parts.

Pool session with W47C tomorrow, a chance to bond as a class. (:

And, it's been a long time since I go shopping ! ):

Ok, I've got to discipline myself to sleep early which is at least before 1am now. UT's next week already. OMG !! I'm still slacking away. 5 Absents and 3 partials in 4 week. How nice. HAHAHA !

Time to buck up !

Lucky

2009-10-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

I almost lost my ez link today again.

Luckily I lost it in the campus and when One Stop Centre called to inform me, I was so frigging glad and relieved !

Damn, my cough is getting worse again, I'm like getting sick at least once or twice in one semester. SHINGSXZ !

Surprised Alvin today in his class for his belated birthday, hope he won't be so emo anymore, haha !

I freaking want my cough to go away now ! TSKKKK !!

Where are you?

2009-10-24T18:31:00.010+08:00

I meant my voice. Ha !

Camwhored in class after everyone left. :D

Went to Fujitsu to get the damn memory stick out of my laptop with Renee and now nobody can disturb me about it. :D

Waited for like at least half an hour for them to fix it, HX and his friends waited with us at the Servie Centre and it was his birthday. So, feeling kind of bad, I went to his birthday celebration after his never ending plead. HAHA !

Because of you elephant, I didn't attend my friend's birthday ! You owe me one ! :P

Thanks to the steamboat, I've temporarily became a mute. I hope I'll be able to recover by Monday because I don't wanna miss school again !

Photos !

Frigging lazy to upload them all, so here's the link to my facebook albums. =D

My 21st bday

Didn't manage to snap photo of everyone though. ):

Being the photographer of the day, 99% of the photo is without me. :)
HX's 18th bday

Happy birthday to Jojo and Alvin ~ (:

PFFT !

2009-10-22T17:23:00.001+08:00

Great, I'm sick again.

Don't need to decide whether to go to school or not for the funeral anymore.

I hate being sick ! ):

And HX, if anything happens,I'll haunt you first, you evil Jumbo. (:

Slacker

2009-10-21T22:02:00.004+08:00

I've been real slack in school these two days and am feeling rather guilty. =/

I woke up late yesterday and only reached class at 11.20am. When I stepped into the class, the faci gave me the "why did you still bother to turn up" kinda look. So on second thought, I left the class after the faci left and waited at the library for Renee to finish school.

Azmil came to join me later and was buzzing next to my ear non-stop, super irritating. HAHA.

Persuaded Jumbo HX to come accompany wait for Renee for our movie after that, and he came. :D

Yesterday was really not my day, HX passed me the memory stick where he saved the movies for me and I happily insert it into my laptop, and it got stuck inside. =.=

That 2 idiots except HX kept reminding me about the stucked memory stick which is still inside my laptop right now. =/

Went for lunch/dinner and went to CWP to get our tickets. While waiting for Lionel and the other 2 guys to reach, the 3 of us indulged ourselves to ice cream waffle and HX continued to try taking the memory stick out for me with the tweezer, and up making it worse ! TSKKKKK !

Now, I've to send my laptop to Fujitsu again ! PFFT !

We caught "Tsunami At Haeundae". It was a little draggy in the middle but the ending part was damn sad and frustrating. I was cursing and sobbing like I'm in the movie itself, LOL.

And today, I left class after 2nd meeting again to accompany Renee JM, SIGH. If I continue this way, I won't be able to take "leaves" at the end of the semester already. =/

The funny part is, we left class but stayed in school till 6pm, like we might as well stay in class.

I webcammed 4 person today and it was damn funny when I webcam Jade. She showed my webcam to all the guys in her class and I was damn embarrassed !

Mum wants me to skip school tomorrow for my relative's last day of funeral, but I really don't want to skip school again. What should I do man?

BUSY BUSY BUSY !

2009-10-19T01:27:00.004+08:00

I am so freaking busy and lazy to update !

My birthday party was pretty successful I supposed? About 60 people showed up and only less than 5 stood me up. (Too hell with them, haha ! Just kidding ! =X)

Much food was wasted though, sigh !

Overall, my presents still did covered up all my expenses on the party. Wahaha ! Ok, that's not the point. :P

I really appreciate every single soul who came, and especially to those who helped ! Without you guys, I would not be able to handle. (:

Heaps of photos were taken but I had not get hold of all yet, and till then I would upload them. (:

Met Azmil and Renee and was supposed to collect my Comex paycheck at Parkway today but damn it, they wrote my name wrongly, and so I had to wait again. Dumb people !

Went to Town to meet Jumbo, Lion and "Wu Zun" for Jumbo's treat, heh. (:

Caught Sorority Row with the boys while Renee caught "500 Days of Summer" with her girlfriends.

Renee and my movie tickets were free, thanks to Azmil. Wahaha !

It was gore, but not too bad compared to the other gore shows that I watched before. Lionel was covering his ears 24/7, darn funny ! :X

Went HK Cafe with the girls after the movie and camwhored, LOL. Pictures will be uploaded soon because I'm too lazy to upload now.

I need to sleep badly now already, update soon ! :D

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME (:

2009-10-16T01:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE ! =D

AWAITING TO MEET MY DOOM TONIGHT. =/

Skipping class is inevitable :P

2009-10-15T14:15:00.004+08:00

Skipped class with Renee JM yesterday and went Teo Heng for KTV session.

I look damn cui~

Bumped into Bearbear when I was rushing for the bus that he alighted. -__-

What the hell?First meeting must be this kind of scenario, huh?

He kept making fun of me being a "ganjiong spider" after that, BOO !

Tomorrow's gonna be my BIGGGGGGGG day already ! =D

My new classmates were damn nice and sweet, they gave me a big unexpected surprise and I almost cried sia. So touched, haha ! (:

Pictures to be uploaded soon after Amanda send me. (:

Weeee, skipping school tomorrow and I hope I won't get sabotage too badly tomorrow. =/

xoxo

2009-10-13T13:11:00.006+08:00

STOMP on Sunday was superb ! :D

Thanks to ND's ex girlfriend who's so stupid enough to miss it and that gave me the chance to catxh the performance this year for free ! =D

And, ND you asked if I camwhored? Yes I did, while waiting for you to reach, you noob. HAHA.

2nd row, 1 ticket for S$123. Tsk tsk ! I will never splurge on these boy !

Very worth it to be the "spare tyre" of the day, hahahaha !

Overdued pictures @ Powerhouse last Saturday.

Freaking bored in class. -_-

Finally my BBQ planning is done, thanks to Jumbo JM~ xoxo

60 - 70 people in a pit, can you imagine? Crazy shit.

...

2009-10-11T16:34:00.004+08:00

Powerhouse sucks last night, the crowd sucks.

I arrived at 10.30pm and people are queueing like hell already. I don't know why as well?

If not because I went with Corliss, I would have to queue like them as well.

Saw alot of facebook friends and RP students. Ha !

We couldn't even dance in peace because everyone is walking past us like, FOREVER ! No kidding.

I was so fed up that I felt like going home.

I got squeezed and pushed to the other corner but thankfully Corliss' friend brought me back to where I was from after he saw me. HAHAHA.

Luis who's at Dragonfly wanted to come in to look for me couldn't get in either. Even the re-entry was queueing like hell.

I did not really enjoy my night overall compared to last week.

I was so freaking sober when I'm going home !

Ok, weekend's ending here. BYE.

BUSY BUSY BUSY !

2009-10-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY DAMN EXHAUSTED.

Fell asleep while I was watching movie with Joseph & gang. I was like semi dreaming away but was awaken by Joseph who's sitting next to me, because he was making comments about the movie here and there. TSK.

Caught "Surrogate", it was not that good, if not I wouldn't have fell asleep, but actually the main reason is because I'm tired, nothing to do with the movie. Heh.

I'm watching it so as to spend time with them who came all the way down to AMK to meet Renee & me. (:

Birthday BBQ plan coming to a point like finally, because I am so lazy to plan! Thanks to LHX a.k.a Red Elephant who helped me !

50+ ppl in a pit, crazy shit.

School was alright, the class are already warmed up but I hate my New Media faci, he sucks. In fact, we ALL hate him. Can't believe he's our mentor and we're stucked with him for 15 weeks. My god !

Meeting Estee and gang for KTV tomorrow ! =D

I'm having such a busy week !

Now, I need a good rest.

-________________-

2009-10-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

I am pure Chinese la ! -.-

The end of my holiday. ):

2009-10-05T00:33:00.005+08:00

Partied at St. James for the last time before school reopens, and I had lotsa fun with my bitch, although it was just the 2 of us ! =D

We were supposed to join Velvet and Jaz at Zirca but coincidentally Justin called me and invited me over to Powerhouse to join him and his friends.

So on second thought, Zirca plays Trance while Powerhouse plays R&B, and of course I decided to join Justin.

Althought I went with Justin and his friends, Lola and me ended up leaving the group and dancing by ourselves.

Met so many funny and weird people in the club, like always. Haha !
There's these 2 gentlemen who tried to "protect" us from the crowd who tried to squeezed through us. LOL.

They were so nice that even though we were all dancing so closely, they did not try to do anything funny. We even went back to them, who were our "bodyguard" of the night after the toilet/smoking breaks, haha. Not me smoking of course. I don't smoke !

Lola with her Lychee Martini

Me with mine, Justin's treat. =D

I forgot to camwhore with Justin and his friends which is such a waste because it's been ages since I saw him and his friends whom I couldn't remember seeing them before but they actually remembered me, amazing. :O

The two of us hit the dancefloor after drinking without the rest and danced for the next straight 3 hours or so till our legs almost broke.

Great clubbing experience with her though!

And now, I have to go get some sleep in order to get up in time for school tomorrow. Eng Chuan's my Math faci again. How suay ! PFFT*

2009-10-03T03:04:00.006+08:00

I finally watched movie with my dear sister after so long. We could've watched Orphan together the other time, but... Don't wanna start what happened again. Haha !

Sis accompanied me to Create Talent for an interview for the face modelling thingy and I waited for nearing an hour for my turn and got so sick of waiting, I got up and told the front desk that I want to withdraw from this damn thing, and she asked me to go back tomorrow and she'll prioritize me in the queue.

I will be damn stupid if I believe her words again, because she told me I would be next when I asked her just now, but ended up I saw another 2 or 3 candidates going in before me. I have no idea what took the interviewer so long to finish interviewing them anyway. So I don't think I want to waste my time down there again. *Roll eyes*

Camwhored with sis while waiting for my turn, and the stupid lady came to tell us no photo taking is allowed and ask us to delete the pictures, like we would care. Haha !

Went to collect my paycheck and caught "Phobia2" with sis. The show is super cock ! The 5th story is not even a horror movie, it's damn freaking funny and retarded. So, only catch it if you are damn free or something.

Chris jioed me to Seven again. I think they're damn crazy over clubbing man !

Tomorrow shall be my last clubbing day at Zirca before school starts, hehe !

Counting down to my big day: 13 days ! =D

People who know you the least, judge you the most.

2009-10-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

How very true is that?

I'm mocking at you, who judge me only on the outside, when you knew nothing much about me at all. That shows how pathetically shallow you are.

I felt so frustrated, anguish and tired of trying to make you understand that going to places like this doesn't mean that I should be judged or labelled that way. Idiot.

Well, at least I tried, and since what I said just won't get into your head, fine then.

From that day onwards, I knew you see me differently, changing you attitude and point of view of me by 360 degrees. You claimed that you said nothing to judge me, but I could feel it. You didn't deny it after that anyway. You don't have to deny because it's so freaking obvious already.

Oh well, maybe it's just not meant to be although it's a pity because I love your voice, wahahaha! =X

I'd be thankful if you just stop texting me funny and contradicting things to confuse me again, so that I can stop thinking and guessing what the hell you are thinking about.

I've already taken my first step to delete you away from my MSN list. =)

I'm not talking about the friends who judge me by my looks by the way, because after they knew me well enough, they know I'm not that kind of person whom they thought I was.

Anyways, I enjoyed last night's party at Butterfactory! Except for the part that I waited for like 4.5hrs, from 7.30pm to 11pm for them to finish work. I just sat on the hotel's bed to nua and watch tv till they are finally ready to leave !

Saw some familiar faces there. (:

One of the unlucky thing is that my ex's friend saw me there (but I don't know who, even till now because he refused to tell me.) and went to tell him. I don't know what that person's intention was, but it's kinda freaky to know that someone is watching you from some corner to see whatever you are doing and report them to your ex boyfriend. =/

He refused to pick up my call saying that he's not ready to talk to me and is afraid that he would be lost for words, so I gave up. The same old him, living in his own world.

I forgot about his existence after that and continued partying with my friends and boy, was it fun ?!

I swear last night was my highest moments and I drank the most in all my clubbing experience, and Velvet was right, Butterfactory was the right place for me !

I kinda regretted drinking so much because I remember doing alot of unglam stuff in the club, and Vel took lots of unglam pictures of me!

Estee was no better after she got high on alchol. Initially she was so shy to dance but danced like no one was watching after drinking. =D

Overall I must say I enjoyed the night, and thanks Vel for bringing us there to party although you hate R&B to the max, promise to go Zouk or Zirca with you soon for your Trance, although I don't really like Trance. (:

Pictures will be uploaded after I get hold of them. =D

I want to play hard because school's starting next week and I haven't enjoy enough due to working so hard. ):

I got into W47C which is further and level 7? I'm so going to be late everyday. -____-

Same class ,anyone? =/

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

2009-09-30T02:08:00.003+08:00

People aorund me kept commenting that I look like an ah lian in their first impression. -_-

I am so damn upset about it. ):

Some says I look like a smoker, or a clubber, which in facts are not true. I don't smoke, never evn once did I try and I only club once in a while.

Vel commented something even worse, that I look like I played drugs before from my looks and she thinks that... Nevermind, don't want to say it here. Haha !

It's not me who wanted to look like ah lian, and I am NOTTTTTTTTT !!

So innocent. ):

After getting to know me did they realised I'm far from what they assumed I was.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRS.

So moral of the story is, never judge a book by its cover. NEVER !

*Now I know what kind of person you are, I assume. Whether I'm right or not, I don't care. (:

Hangover

2009-09-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

Damn, I'm having a major headache now after a few drinks with Vel and Aerine. Argh.

Thank god Aerine allowed me to take off tomorrow, if not I'll die.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE ! Sorry if I can't make it tomorrow.

UT3's results are finally out !

2009-09-27T03:19:00.002+08:00

Congrats to me that I passed all my modules although I only managed to score a 2.7 points for my GPA but still ! I'm so gladdddddddddddddddddddddd that I've passed !

I'm super tired now after working full shift from 9am to 1.20am. It's crazy ! I'm gonna work full shift again tomorrow to accompany Vel, guess I'll pretty much be stoning the whole day !

I'm sure I'd be knocked out to my dreamland in less than 10 seconds now. Off to bed !

Stoned.

2009-09-26T02:15:00.006+08:00

In the end, I got psychoed into joining Velvet and Chris at the club last night. I swear I almost collapse on the dancefloor, not because I was drunk, but because I was so tired !

The only reason that I agreed to join them is because I don't want to spoil sport.

I was so shocked that when I reach the club at 12am, there were only less than 20 guests in there. The dancefloor was totally empty and I reckon everyone was too shy to hit the dancefloor when the whole club is so empty.

We were so bored initially that we played finger guessing game in a club, can you imagine? I remember I mocked at someone in O Bar 9 months back when I see them playing that in the club, and now I'm doing this. -_-

I mean, playing poker or finger guessing in the club when everyone else are dancing? You kidding me?

Anyhow, Velvet and Chris drank alot because I kept winning although it was the first time I'm playing it. :D

We only started to dance when some of the girls from the other table went down to the dancefloor, imagine less than 10 people on the dancefloor. How cool is that? HAHA.

It would be fun if I had asked more people to go, and I definitely will if I go down the next time.

I am always more towards R&B music and was never a big fan of Trance, so when I saw the Trance dancer dancing to the Trance beat, I totally salute to them and I think I'll never be able to pickup trance dancing. ):

Seven is a nice club and the DJ(Amy, the butch =X) spins great music, so do drop by and support them since they are still new ! (:

Mon to Tues: Open till 1am (No DJ but you can chill, play pool and darts with your buddies. (: )
Wed: Open till 3am (Retro night)
Thurs: Open till 3am (Hip hop, R&B)
Fri: Open till 3am (Trance)
Sat & Sun: Open till 3am (Hip hop, R&B)

For members, you get free entry and sign another friend in. Renew your card by visiting the club 7 times within 7 months. Pay using your POSB debit/credit card for beer and get another for free !

There's still some other offers but I can't remember now.

The reason why I'm advertising this club to my friends is because I think it's a nice place to chill in but because it's still pretty unknown to most of you out there, the club is really quiet.

Other than Sat, I think the other days will be quite empty.

The club is call "Seven" located at Iluma Bugis, level 7. (:

Went to work the next day, stoning like I haven't slept for years and I only got better after lunch. Imagine clubbing and chilling with friends after work and going to work again for 3 days straight. -_-

Interesting and hilarious things happened at work today but I'm too lazy to eleborate.

Went for lunch with Vel and that sweetie bought me cute chocs and kept asking me to pose for the camera. LOL.

She said I look ultra happy and excited

for the two cute cute chocs she got for me. -_-

It's not only cute but yummy too !
Gonna get somemore tomorrow for myself !

Camwhored in the hotel room

while waiting for the rest to be done with.

(Like always, haha !)

Didn't take with the rest because they were all busy and plus I'm shy la. BAHAHA ! SOON !

I need to sleep badly now, look at the time and I'm still here. GOD !

Clubbing tomorrow night again? Yes? No? I don't know. =\

Crazy tired !

2009-09-24T20:22:00.007+08:00

I am so dead tired, and I'm still not letting myself rest. =\

Went out with my crazy Comex colleagues after work and we were so retarded that we go all the way to Halland Village but ended up eating Swensens. WTF right? HAHAHA !

Chilled at Starbucks and we formed our own private party at the corner of the cafe, blocking others from stepping into that corner. Made alot of noise playing stupid games and acting retarded, and of course camwhoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Renee JMYBZ <3

Grace, Renee, and the KPKB "TEH" Cherying. LOL

Grace, me, Cherying, Renee

Qiwen, Joseph, Jovien, James

Gracieee (:

I Heart America. LOL.

The girlssssssssss

The boysssssssssssss

Joseph's

James & Jovien's

Qi wen's

Renee & Cherying's

Grace's & mine

Some of the overdued photos @ St. James that night. (:

This guy happened to be a SIT student in RP

as well !

Velvet brought me and Chris to Iluma's Seven on Tuesday after work, and I was so wowed by that spacious club, with pool and dart boards, you can even watch soccer matches there. Too bad the DJs were not around that day, so we just sit back and chilled.

They are psychoing me to go tonight again and I'm pretty tempted to go, but I'm soso tired !

HOW? Should I go? =/

My suay day.

2009-09-21T14:48:00.010+08:00

I got "dua-ed" by my IC today, damn it.

I happily woke up at 7am to prepare myself for work and when I reached there, nobody was there yet.

I waited for more than half an hour and no one turned up. So, decided to text my IC to ask her if there's changes to the operating hours or something.

Guess what?

She called me back and told me that there's some changes and I do not need to report to work today. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF !

She was the one who told me I will report for morning shift today one can ! Made changes and did not inform me. Still can blame me for not calling her beforehand, become my own fault? Damn !

Wasted my time waking up early and my train and bus fares. *!@#$

I ain't got no choice but to head back home, did alot of stupid stuff on my own in between though.

I can only say that today is not my day and it's probably going to get worse later in the day. That's what people say.

SIGH !

P/S: Why are you acting so differently now? Seriously don't know what you are thinking if you continue not saying anything. I took the first step and ask you why you are acting differently but you said you didn't. I can sense the difference but you denied. Very well then. I'll leave it as it is and shall not be bothered anymore and take it that I am the one thinking way too much. I don't want the feeling from my past to haunt me again. It took me a while to get over my past, and now that it's finally over, I'm not gonna get myself hurt again.

Although everyone is telling me that it is pretty obvious from your actions already, but I'm just not confident enough and keep telling myself I'm probably thinking too much, you on the hand, denied anyway. So I don't want to think anymore. You are freaking confusing me. Someone save me from this shit. -,-

My ex texted me again last night after not contacting for 1 mth? 2 mths? 3 mths? I seriously can't remember. This time round, when I saw your SMS, I was shocked, surprised and I laughed. It's really funny how you can forget about how you ignored my SMS previously and after a few months, you can act as if nothing happened and text me again.

I showed Vera & Penny what you texted and all of us think you are really weird. Just what the hell do you want? I don't know what the fuck you are trying to do.

I only know that I wasn't expecting your SMS, but someone else's.

Bringing up the past, apologising to me about how badly you treated me back then. Telling me you have your reasons and someday I'll know? Know what? I hate the way you like to tell me things halfway and leave me hanging there wondering what you were thinking and what you're trying to tell me. I feel odd when you tell me you still keep those text messages in your phone. But again, you chose to ignore my questions raised, as always. You pinpointed at me sayng I'm the one who made you reacted this way, but come'on, I didn't do anything AT ALL to pressure you. It was just a simple question, that's all. Why can't you read my questions with a more open-minded mindset when I can? The only reason that I came up with is you probably had not moved on, but I did. Or maybe that's just the way you are, trying to attract attention when that person is no longer the same for you. When are you going to change? I'm tired of these, really. Just stop doing this.

If I ever become a bitch one day, it's all you guys' fault. Haha. =X
Guys nowadays are sooooooooooooooooooooooooo terrible.

I miss my GFs. ):

Party

2009-09-20T16:35:00.011+08:00

Party as St. James last night.

Drank, danced, had fun, got high.
Met new people, new friends made.
Familiar faces all around, RP schoolmates all around and coincidentally in our group.
Met WEIRD people.
Fight occured, got tired and bored, gone home.

Only jio my secondary friends but end up as usual Corliss' clubbing khakis were everywhere and we joined one of the group.

Jieyun and me went down to the dancefloor when Corliss called us to go back to camwhore with the rest, haha. Thanks to him, we did not get hurt from the fights. The minute we left the dancefloor, the fight started and blood was in sight. I don't know what the hell they were fighting about though.

Corliss was standing on the guy's stage and got molested by these two girls who's dancing in front of the stage on the dancefloor. The girl just moved her hands from his belly all the way down to you-know-what. Corliss was so shocked that he push her hands away. It was so darn funny !

After she got rejected from him, she turned to the next guy on stage, super desperate !

Met a weird guy near the smoking area while waiting for Corliss to finish his stick, he approached the two of us girls and I'm pretty sure that guy was trying his luck "looking for new friends" in the club. After I said no bluntly to him, he walked away looking for the next prey, you can see it from his eyes and body language. Haha !

It was quite a boring night, and we sat at the bar for most of the time wasting our night away because the dancefloor was terribly packed that you can hardly find a spot to dance, so we left pretty early before the light's on.

Oh yes, I accidentally stepped on one of the guy's feet on the dancefloor while I was trying to wriggle out of the crowd. I heard a LOUD "OUCH". I turned back and saw him searching for the culprit, so I tried to squeeze out of the crowd quickly, without apologising. Step, and run. BAHAHAHAHAHA!

PHOTOSSSSSSSSS !!!

More photos taken together with the rest of our group, but the photos are not with me.
My hair sucked terribly and my top's zip was darn irritating, I had to keep holding it while dancing, and they add up all together and spoilt my mood !

Working for F1's booth was pretty slack but I had to stand for the whole 9 hours again. The booth was very open and I felt so uncomfortable initially.
One of my colleagues thought I was a Malay when he first saw me, and this is not the first time I got mistaken as a Malay, I don't understand why. -__-

Colleague: So you're working for the whole of two weeks.
Me: Yeah, I think so. Depends on how they plan the schedule.
Colleague: Oh, including Sunday? Hari Raya?
Me: !! I'm CHINESE !!
Colleague: Oh, I thought you are Malay or Pranakan, because of your eyes.
Me: ......

New friends made again. (:

P/S: I probably was thinking a little too much. Maybe you care, maybe not. Probably you are not the one. I shall not think about all these crap and just live life to the fullest, for myself ! I want to go back being the hyper Nicole ! :D

DAMN I HATE THIS PART

2009-09-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

I got myself a new temp part time job which pays way better than my current one, so I sacked my boss before she did it to me.

I can't wait for payday !

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I guess I'm to used to you, hate this feeling. ):

Mummy's birthday (:

2009-09-17T15:20:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was mummy's birthday.

She was very reluctant to take pictures because she was in pyjamas, but we forced her. =X

That's my sis' BF on the left.

Dad is so damnnnnnnnnnn skinny ! TSK TSK.

I think she'll slaughter me for posting these photos online. =X

Happy birthday mummy ! <3

Today's Penny's birthday, happy birthday too sis !

Let photos do the talking.

2009-09-15T21:42:00.025+08:00

New and overdued photos.

Yes, I camwhored again and blogger finally allowed me to upload them, except for those I took using the Macbook. Why?

Yesterday, went over to Jasreen's crib after me and Renee ran off from the boring training for some volunteery work in school. Sooooooooooooooo regret signing up for that boring shit. =X

Wanted to go to her place after our lunch at Neebo for a game of badminton before they go for their movie, "I Love You, Beeth Cooper". However, by the time we reached her place, we drag and drag AND drag till we have insufficient time to play and ended up looking at Facebook, WLNY and gossip. HAHA.

Of course, we took took pictures as well, heh. :D

Too tall la, Jasreen

Her room is damn pinky and girly, and I like her mum, very havoc ! :D

The one and only person I took picture with on the last day of Comex, we took another one but I accidentally deleted it and can't be bothered to upload again. =/

I am feeling rather moody these few days because of some stuff. I might appear to be normal in front of you, but deep down I'm really not ok.

Sometimes I feel that I would rather not be home. I hate it when I get this kind of attitude when I did nothing to offend people. FUCK.

Off to work, BAHHHHHHHHHHHH !

It's over finally !

2009-09-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

Comex is finally over and last night marked the last day that I'll see all the fun loving colleagues of mine.

Although it's just a very short 4 days that we "hung out", we enjoyed every single bit of it fooling around, except for the part of standing the whole day trying to get sales, and meeting irritating, idiotic stingy customers who were quite a pain in the ass.

I was under "Juzz 1" selling Macbooks and our company booth carried other brands as well, and I ended up crossed selling more HP rather than Apple. -_____-

I sold nothing on the first day which is really frustrating for me. Can you imagine standing from 1045am to 1030pm with no sales at all?

I learnt to be smart on the second day by giving out numbers to customers who seemed to be sincere and keen on buying laptops from me. Thankfully one of the customer bought a HP mini from me and I gave him my number and told him to come back to me if any of his friends are looking for laptop in Comex.

Fortunately, he called back within the next few hours and his friend bought another Mini from me, and that was all that I earned for that day. __

I simply had no luck in selling Macbooks and I knew the problem doesn't lie with me, I was just so down with luck because every customers who seemed interested in getting a Mac, I would pull my In-charge over to help me psycho them to get it, whether they are first timer user or not. So it was definitely not my problem. =D

I told my In-charge that I wasn't feeling well on the third day and stayed home the whole day to meditate, the crowd and sales were also not that fabulous that day, one of my friends got 0 sales and that tells me that I was smart enough not to go.

Yesterday, which was the last day, I continued giving out numbers to those who were keen and lady luck was with me because the customer who bought the HP mini from me on the second day came back to me and bought another 3 from me. On the other hand I manage to sell another 2 HP mini and 2 Macs.

Thank god I managed to sell at least 2 Macs for the 4 days event, if not I would be so dead.

But still, over all it was quite an experience, the in charge and colleagues were all pretty helpful, funny and entertaining, hope we'll be able to continue keeping in touch. We only exchanged numbers and emails on the last day of the event which was very last min and couldn't get hold of all the staff's contacts. I can't even remember everyone's name. Oh yes, saw alot of familiar faces at the fair, be it the customers or staffs from other brands, lots of RP students as expected !

Sadly, we didn''t manage to take a big group photos together. ):
Hopefully, when we meet up in future we'll be able to camwhore together. :P

I'm sure if there's anything similar events like that in future, I will do better. (:

Now it's time for me to sit back and relax during my holiday. (:

Here We Go Again

2009-09-09T22:30:00.004+08:00

Had lots of fun for the past few days.

Apple training with Renee, Azmil and his friend. Initially, it was really boring when the trainer went on and on about the selling point for Apple. I freaking regret picking this brand up. -____-

Apple Macbooks are really way cool but, there's so many functions that is different from the other brands that are selling out there, so I'm having difficulties trying to capture and digest whatever information the trainer was trying to stuff into my brain. I wasn't even really listening to him anyway.

I can't sit still for too long, you know...

Fun and laughters came after we had our hands on the Macbooks, which we were able to camwhore ! =D Took lots of funny and retarded photos but yet again, blogger sucks and wouldn't let me upload any. Pfft ! ):

Met W14A for movie, "Time Traveller's Wife" yesterday and it was great, kind of confusing though, but it was really romantic. Went to HK Cafe for dinner and Renee gave me the Red Wine she got from the Cafe for being a member. =D

I wanted to rest at home today but Jadey dragged me out of the house for KTV session. I don't know how many times I went for KTV within this one month already man. I'm kinda sick of it already. Nevertheless, we had lotsa fun and crazy moments in there. It's been so long since I went on a "date" with her.

Chatted about our private stuff over dinner and I really enjoyed her company today. (: (:

Work's starting tomorrow and I'm so not ready for it, I'm afraid I can't cope and I kinda regret taking up that job. SIGH.

Not feeling very fabulous right now because of some reasons. Why should I be affected by this anyway? My god. I so hate this feeling.

I feel trapped, bad sign.

Somebody save me.

(:

2009-09-06T17:06:00.004+08:00

Pffft ! I am having a major migraine now, boy !

Met Skinnybird for movie "Where Got Ghost?" at PS yesterday, and I was late for like an hour. Luckily, he was very patient and did not complain at all. =P

Rating 2/5

The movie was darn lame, which I already expected that since so many people of my surrounding told me it's not worth watching it. I'm watching it only because Skinnybird doesn't want to watch English movie, if not I would have watch "Time Traveller's Wife". -______-

Couldn't find a proper place for dinner as everywhere was so crowded, so we sat ourselves down at Toastbox, and the food kinda suck for me. The Bandung was way too sweet, Mee Siam was way too salty. I didn't finish my food of course, and that was my first meal of the day, mind you !

I ps-ed Corliss and Ruth for club at SOHO because of some bet I had with Skinnybird, and I didn't know he also lied to his friends that he was "viewing" so he couldn't meet his mates. Such a liar, and he made me had to lie too. HAHA !

We sat down and chatted till 4am and I only went to bed at like 6am? Worse still, I couldn't sleep till the sun was up. That explains my migraine now ! I hate it ! ARGH !

I haven't been sleeping well for so long already. I really miss sleeping soundly till the next morning/afternoon. ):

And, tomorrow gonna be the day I start working like a busy bee already. BAH !

So dead beat.

2009-09-02T03:42:00.002+08:00

I'm so dead beat.

The only reason that I'm not sleeping and is still here blogging at this time is because of my wet hair. -.-

I am so damn tired already!

I was forced to meet up with Mr. Annoying tonight after work, after he failed to drag me out of my house for dinner with him yesterday, because I was so lazy to step out of my house.

He tried to psycho me to leave my house yesterday for like more than half an hour or so, and after I rejected, he's still not giving up, and continued psychoing me today. LOL.

I salute to him for his very unbelievable patience or whatever you call that.

So, supposingly to meet him for supper after work, but we were not at all hungry so ended up going for KTV session. It was really super last minute, and that poor guy still has to work tomorrow.

I'm going to do my hair tomorrow, like finally! I hope I'm able to wake up and won't be late for my appointment tomorrow man.

I have photos to upload but blogger is so irritating and kept forbidding me to do so! ARGH, cant be bothered already. My eye lids are getting heavier and heavier and I so need to sleep already.

Good night people.

Some people just don't get it.

2009-09-01T02:04:00.001+08:00

PFFFT!

I just hate the sight of you and don't wish to talk to you, why don't you get it and just stay away?!

Leave me alone will you, please? ARGH !

Me Love Holiday! :D

2009-08-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'm back here to blog after having fun for so many days non stop, all that movie marathon, it's crazy man! But I love it. :D

I don't know where to start talking about how I spent my holiday, but I'm pretty sure I had already watched almost all the movie. You name it, I watch it.

Caught “Final Destination” with Azmil, Eriec, Eehwa and Mike on Thursday. Super gore and exaggerating movie, I must say. It makes me think of the show whenever I’m at the place similar to the scenarios of the movie.

I rate this 3/5.

Let's see, I went for an interview together with Renee and Jieyun at Red Hill for Automobile's GPS for the IT Show in the noon on Friday but I don't think they are recruiting us, oh whatever.

I'm not really into that 4 days job anyway, especially when the GM who interviewed us told us about how we had to wear short skirts and that there will be 4 or 5 models walking around, trying to pull customers to the booth to look at the products. I don't mind wearing skirt, at all. But I can't stand the way when that GM stated, "it must be above knee length, there'll be people around, and they will be looking at you." What the hell is he trying to say? He looks damn tiko. LOL.

It's not like we are applying for showgirls in the Car Event or something. Weird.

Planned to catch "The Orphan" after that but in vain because firstly, Renee Potatoh was so damn reluctant to watch thriller and secondly, the only slot was at 7:45pm and it was already selling fast at what? 12pm! We can't possibly wait down there from 12pm till 7pm anyway. If not Jieyun and me would have watch that movie, leaving Renee alone. Hahaha! *Smirks

I must say I had no fate with "The Orphan" that day, more about that later.

Rate it 3/5.

So, after the movie, went to walk around with Renee while Jieyun went for her home tutoring.
Jieyun and me was quite disappointed that we couldn't watch "The Orphan", so I suggested that we can watch it before we go for the BBQ.

So, after a quick shopping, I went home and my sister suggested to go catch "The Orphan" after her "date" and I agreed. I told her that the ticket at 7:45pm was already selling fast earlier on, so I told her to go get the tickets quickly before it was too late.

I was all ready, and left the house when my sister suddenly called and told me that there's only 2 seats left available and we had to be separated by 5 to 6 strangers, how frustrating? I was already on the way and I remembered quite vividly that when she called me, it was already near to 7:15pm.

She told me that she thought that I wouldn't want that 2 sucky seats and so she left the queue. I couldn't care how we were gonna be separated as long as she get the tickets since I'm already out of the house, rushing for that particular movie, so I told her to just get the 2 tickets and we might just ask if the people sitting next to us to shift in for us to sit together or something, I remembered that I told her very clearly to JUST GO GET THE TICKETS FIRST.

But guess what my smart sister did?

She happily left Cineleisure and went to Paragon, thinking that what I meant was for her to wait for me to reach there to go get the tickets together, and on my side, I thought that she already got the tickets and is just waiting for me to reach. -.-

So anyway, in the end when I reached and she told me what she did, I was soooooooooo freaking angry and speechless about her being so smart, but could do nothing about it. She didn't even take note of the time.

We rushed to Cineleisure and the tickets were sold out, great. That was not the worse case, every other movie that I had not watch yet were all SOLD OUT! I totally didn't know what to say about my sis man. -.-

She admitted that she was quite dumb only after my long persuasion.

We ended up having dinner at Kopitiam and went home. LL~

No fate with that movie, totally.

Yesterday just before JH's birthday BBQ, JY, her bf (I can't remember his name), Corliss Chee and me went to watch "The Last House On The Left" at AMK Hub and headed to the BBQ after our happy meal at Mac. LOL.

Rate it 3/5.

Was deciding where to go after the BBQ since the night was still young, and so Corliss checked the movie slots for "The Orphan", and there was a late night slot at Bugis, was so glad we can finally watch it, and yes we never give up. LOL.

I rate this movie 4.5/5. It was really awesome, although 9/10 of the scary scenes were blocked out by my hands already. Wahaha!

Corliss kept saying that I'm like his GF of the day going on a double date with JY and her boy, and kept going on about how lucky I was. Nonsense, he was actually the lucky one. HAHA! Just kidding. =X

Both thrillers were great, but "The Orphan" is obviously way better and it totally freaked me out. The “little girl” is so freaking violent, god.

I had to run home after that and pleading my sister to wait for me at the door, it's that bad.

I couldn't stop thinking about it for even a second when I was bathing. =/

It was a nice scare though, people who are in for a good scare should not miss this. (:

I only manage to sleep at 5am because of Mr Annoying's phonecall. LOL.

Decided to go try our luck with Apple with JY, Azmil and Renee since that GPS interview was not successful, and we got in on the spot. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

I can't wait for the day to start man, it's gonna be fun!

Planned to go for KTV session with Corliss after the interview but was really too exhausted and the rates was so expensive, so I canceled the plan and went home after dinner.

Still thinking if I should join Andrea for Zouk this Wednesday? Hmmm...

Goodbye W14A ! =(

2009-08-26T00:48:00.004+08:00

First of all, I wanna congratulate me and my fellow classmates that finally, our UTs are over, which means the long holiday is finally here!! :D

Time to partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

*JUMPS AROUND HAPPILY*

I'm excited about everything and anything except for the fact that my grades gonna suffer for sure, especially Programming! And that, I'm gonna be split up with all my classmates. How sad! ):

But, I guess I will get used to it very soon, since I will have to go through this routine every end of each semester. -.-

One big regret is that no group photos were taken on our last day in W14A, because right after the UT answers were uploaded, everyone had already packed and is all ready to dash out of the class. Like, what the hell? All so unfeeling uh?!

Only managed to take a few shots with Renee, Laila, Fel and Daphne. SIGH!

Went Serangoon Garden for KTV because Daryl Pravin Penguin was so damn eager to sing after the first time we all went together and had dinner at Chomp Chomp!

Had alot of good laughs with them as usual. Will never forget Daryl's nonsense and how Daphne's skirt flew up! Hahahahaha! Azmil will not be there to carry our stuff for us again. Who's gonna help me carry my laptop sia? LOL. =/

I wish I can still stick to block 'W1' which is the nearest to the entrance of the school, so that there will be smaller probability for me to be late for school, and that we guys can still meet up and keep in close contact in the next following semesters or even years. I'm so gonna miss everyone!

Can't wait for 29 Sept for Renee Potatoh and Ernest's Birthday so that everyone of us can gather together once again. :D

Oh yes, I caught 2 great movies and I thought you guys might want to go catch them too. Proposal and District 9. (:

I'm super lazy to blog already. Hahaha!

The one and only photo that every single soul of W14A is in.

W14A, always be remembered! (:

See you when I see you! :D

Random.

2009-08-15T16:38:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to feel lazy and reluctant to blog already. =/

Haven't been feeling very well for the past few days, or should I say past few months? My cough is still with me, and not going away!

Guess what? My 3rd bottle of cough syrup is gone, but my cough is not gone yet. How irritating can that be?

Actually, I have myself to blame and deserved it because, I was so stubborn and did not visit the doctor, although my cough led to fever few days back but that did not stop myself from eating junk food. I even had bubble tea and fiery drumlets yesterday. Haha.

So tell me who caused this cough bug to be stucked with me?

Last Thursday was Eehwa birthday, my classmates and me bought her cake before class and camwhored abit. I'm freaking lazy to upload photos now though, so if you want to view them, you can go to my Facebook. :D

Oh yes, we did the same thing to Daryl and Power while they were out of the classrooms, which is taking pictures of ourselves using their webcams and setting them to their wallpaper and DP in MSN. Muahaha!

Was introduced to a website, "Who Lives Near You?" by Renee. I know the website has been up for quite a while but I wasn't interested to sign up anyway.

So, when Renee and me were supposingly studying at AMK library, we did not do so for even a single bit. All we did were playing games, facebook-ing, and MSN. In short, wasting our time. LOL!

The table behind me happened to be RP students as well, and they were seriously mugging with Math worksheet sia. How I wished I could motivate myself to do that.

I was playing "Strawberry Shortcake in Facebook when Renee told me that they were looking at m Laptop, for what I also don't know? Busybody. :X

Being bo liao, I signed up for that WLNY thingy, and we were like 2 siao char bors laughing and talking about the weird people in there who sent us messages. There's really alot of weirdo, I tell you. Damn funny! Wanted to post the photos here but on second thought, it's pretty mean to do that, so dropped the idea.

I also came to know that my ex bf actually used that network too and pretty am sure it was not before we were together, since his photos are all recent ones and some were taken by me when were together. I saw one of his photo with some girl, and I actually didn't feel a thing, except of being kpo if that's her new gf. Just being concerned as a FRIEND, of course.

Conclusion is, I guess I'm totally over him already, good grief! :D

UT3's nightmare is here, I should start mugging already. ):

P/S So looking forward to party after my test.

Exhausted.

2009-08-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

Halfway through the lesson today, Azmil, Melody, Alvin, Danial, Din, Eehwa, Michael and me left.
Azmil, Melody and me are in the same group and after the three of us left, only Terence and Chen Cheng stayed in our group, damn pathetic. HAHA!

I was very responsible though, I completed the worksheet with them and send them a copy of my friend's PPT for reference. LOL. :P

The couple went home while the rest of us went to Cineleisure to catch "Up 3D".

The movie was so touching and heart warming, and I cried when the old man was flipping through the "Adventure Book". Where to find such a doting and loving husband and wife nowadays?

Dragged my feet to work as usual, and guess what? My cough is getting worse again! I've already finished two bottles of cough syrup and its still not working. Perhaps, I didn't take them on time anyway.

I hope this third bottle works, if not I think I'll really die from coughing my lungs and heart out already.

I am so dead beat and need to go take my shower and go to bed soon!

Happy Birthdays.

2009-08-09T23:47:00.006+08:00

First of all, happy birthday to Noel, Azmil, Ryan and last but not the least, Singapore! Whichever age it is.

August is totally a hot month for birthday, ain't it?

Anyway, had a real busy weekend and am so damn exhausted and worn out now.

I skipped school on Friday yet again for no apparent reason and met up with Corliss Chee for a movie before I headed back to Thomson to meet Ryan & Gang for supper.

We caught GI.Joe: Rise of Cobra and it was so good, I tell you! The action never stops. The whole movie was all about hi-technology stuff and it was so god damn cool. Most importantly, hot actors and actresses!

Lee Byung-heon as Storm Shadow

Soooooooooo handsome!

Channing Tatum as Duke. HOT STUFF!

My new love. <3

I know I'm being a little boy-crazy here. HAHA!

Went to St. James Powerhouse for Azmil's birthday. Supposingly, 10 people should turn up for the party, but guess end up how many people turned up?

Miserable 4 can?! Azmil, Power, Daryl and me, and I was the only girl! Which means no toilet khakis. ):

Eehwa and Mike did turn up but because Eehwa wasn't officially 18, she could not enter the age. It was just a few days to her birthday! That darn bouncer was so damn annoying. Mike left with Eehwa, but of course.

So the 4 of us went into the club, and initially stood around like fools because we did not manage to reserve a table for ourselves.

Luckily, we bump into Power's friend and were able to share table with them.

It was an awesome night I must say! First time in my life I got tipsy and couldn't even walk properly. I also must thank Azmil & Daryl who accompanied me to the toilet for like a million times, haha!

Although it was only a few of us, I reckon we really did enjoyed ourselves and partied like rockstars. LOL.

Got grinded by this guy who happened to be Power's friend's cousin, which Daryl and Power kept going on and on about it to make me feel awkward. That stupid Daryl even tried to sabotage me very pushing me towards him when he returned to our table. I was so afraid of him after that and immediately stopped dancing when I see him returning or tried to avoid dancing right in front of him. He is not even cute. -__-

The plan was to club till 4am and go have breakfast before going home but ended up, all of us were too fizzy dizzy to even walk properly, let alone to have breakfast.

I got home sharing cab with Daryl, and when I reached home, my parents were both awake getting ready to go for work. Thankfully, my mum did not realise that I drank and I did not reek of alcohol. I only realised that my whole body was red with rashes after my shower. -__-

I did not even sleep at all although I was so tired, I just couldn't sleep.

Without catching a wink, I met Azmil and gang for his second birthday plan. Planned to go down to Marine Barrage to catch fireworks, but ebd up changed plan yet again because of the unbearable humid weather.

Dinner at Lau Pa Sat was rather disappointing, the price, the quality. Everything sucks.

Went separate ways after that. Renee and me went shopping and we both got our new pair of heels. :D

Foreign workers everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. So sickening!

Still considering whether to meet her up tomorrow for movie and revision. I'm so dead beat already.

P/S: I STILL HEART COOPER. HAHA.

Yet another class skipped.

2009-08-06T22:52:00.012+08:00

I went Partyworld with Renee and Azmil after Mathematic's 2nd meeting because I just can't get my mind at work.

Although it's only the 3 of us, we had lots of fun and laughter there, in fact even more stomach-aching laughs today, compared to the previous time when almost half the class joined us!

I could not even complete one full song without laughing at all, because of Azmil's nonsense. Even the sight of his face makes me want to laugh like hell already!

That idiot paid $16 for our mini concert, without singing at all. But I reckon it's all worth more than what he'd paid for. Wahaha.

The only reason of him joining is because he didn't want to stay in class and it's only us who are skipping 3rd meeting.

Camwhored abit, of course. The resolution of the pictures are pretty bad, because of the lightings, non-professional cameras used, and etc.

I think Renee camwhored more than me today, because I was busy messing with the mic. The whole room was outrageously noisy because of us doing our monkey business inside, messing with the tambourine and stuff. Haha! It was fun though! (:

Went back to school after that for our registered talk. (That is why Azmil did not go home but joined us for KTV instead, get it?)

UT2 results for Science and Programming is out. Thankfully I managed to pass my Science with a C+, and expectedly flunk my Programming with a god damn E. Although I'd already see that coming, but am still damn depressed la. =(

I can't wait for my weekend to come so that I can go party and feel better! My whole week's so damn packed, that I feel so suffocated.

I'm feeling so emo and negative about everything that's happening around me. I just want things to stay as beautiful and perfect as it was, initially. But I guess it is not possible.

SIGH.

I sure hate this feeling.

No Title.

2009-08-05T17:05:00.004+08:00

I am freaking having insomnia for the past few days, and finally get to sleep well last night. I guess because of the lack of sleep, I was so exhausted that I couldn't wake up for school today.

3 Programming classes missed, good luck to me.

I was so bored at work yesterday with Auntie Mercy that I ended up camwhoring, not with her of course!

I made some fugly faces too, don't be grossed out yeah?

I'll be so dead if my supervisor sees this. LOL.

Working in 1 hour's time. BAH!

Love game.

2009-08-04T11:04:00.002+08:00

A sad and touching love story I came across from JY's blog, and I'm pasting it here to share with you. (:

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic.

Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed.

DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives. Spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor. Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28: They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29: (11:37 pm) Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine, do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one. I'll just go down the road.

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me.

20 minutes later, a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

(11:57pm) The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says, "Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you. Your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine."

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted, 'Daniel! I don't want you to die. I love you. Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel. I love you, you cannot do this to me.

Then the clock strikes 12 & Daniel's heart stop pumping.
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY.

I Heart Bradley Cooper!

2009-08-02T23:15:00.009+08:00

Sweet, I went AMK Library with Din and Azmil to revise a little bit for Math and we decided to head for movie as it was still early. Renee Toh a.k.a Bread-face is supposed to join us, but she was down with fever. So, too bad! You've missed an awesome movie. :D

We caught "The Hangover" by the way, and it was so so so so GOOD! I did not even bear to leave my seat for a few minutes for my nature's call but I had to, if not I guess my seats would have got wet. Haha! I'm totally not exaggerating here.

I personally rate it 5/5.

There's nothing not to like about this show!

This little sweetie is so damn adorable! Just like me. Haha!

I wanted to upload that fat guy's photo because he was so retarded and funny, but couldn't find his photo anywhere though.

Last but not least, Bradley Cooper! He is so hot! I'm so in love with him and his blue eyes. OMG.

He's the one acting in "He's Just Not That Into You" by the way, just in case you find him familiar. He's the one with curly locks in this movie, but I still prefer him in that short and neat hair. Oh whatever, he's still hot in either way! <3

Oh yeah, decided to get just a new phone instead of having a headache whether to get a camera, mp3 of a good new phone. Since what I needed are mp3, camera and a good phone, I might as well just get a good phone with large memory for my songs, a good camera for me to camwhore. :P

I suck at handling electronic gadgets anyway, and I hate the idea of having to carry all the different gadgets around. I lose things easily.

After much consideration thanks to Azmil, I decided not to get the LG Arena and going for the LG Crystal instead. I'm not crazy over Arena so I don't think I should get it. The crystal clear keypad of LG Crystal is damn cool, and I'm so going to get it when it's out! Of course only if it's within my budget.

LG CrystalGD900

The Crystal Clear keypad is so cool, isn't it?

I'll end my post with my new sweetheart's photo, just look at his eyes. OMG! Such a heartthrob.

*MELTS*

I think he's way much more hotter than your Johnny Depp, and I don't care whether or not you're with me. (:

Don't miss this great movie alright? (:

Uninteresting Dull Saturday.

2009-08-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

I spent my whole Saturday sleeping and before I know it, it's already 5pm!

This always happens whenever I have no school and am not going out. Most people might think that it's pretty much a waste of time, but not to me!

Everyday I have to wake up extremely early like latest 6am? I am just taking back what I've missed, which is rest. Hahaha.

Rotted at home for the rest of the day. Well, not exactly rotting, because there's always so much stuff for me to do when I'm home. I always accumulate them till I am totally free because I hate rushing. Things like SLEEPING, ironing my clothes (I know it's unbelievable!), "chiong-ing" my Taiwan Idol drama serial DVD, and the list goes on.

UT3's around the corner, like what the hell? The previous 2 UTs just ended not long ago and the 3rd one is coming. Damn it. Who says RP is a school for slacker? Yeah, there are heaps of slackers around, including myself, but we always end up having to be worrying that we would not be able to make it for the UTs, ending up? Screwing them.

Oh yes, next week's Ryan's and Azmil's birthday so I get to go partyyyyyyyyyyyy! Can't wait!

*JUMPING AROUND EXCITEDLY!*

I wanna go KTV, anyone?

FMC

2009-07-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

They have FML, I say FMC. (Fuck My Cough)

When am I going to recover siol?!
I'm going to cough my lungs and heart out soon. -_-

Finally took pictures with Felicia. Hehe.

Felicia Bandung, Renee Bread face, Nicole Curry Puff.

LOL.

My Fate With Weird Uncles.

2009-07-29T23:38:00.011+08:00

Just got home from work and started camwhoring. Wahahaha! It's a habit, sorry. :P

I skipped school today because I was really so damn sleepy. My classmates left after the first period anyway, so luckily I didn't go. Ha!

I was on my way home after work, walking from the coffee shop towards my block, when this weird looking, probably at least 30 year old uncle appeared out of no where and approached me.

Uncle: excuse me?

I was listening to my mp3, so I had to remove my earpiece in order to hear him.

Me: Yes?

Uncle: (Pointing towards the direction in front where I was walking towards) Is this the way to

Sin Ming Road?

Me: Yeah.

Uncle: Oh, thank you...

Me, not knowing that he's going to continue, replaced my earpiece after saying "No problem" to him with a friendly smile.

Uncle: I was...

Me: (remove earpiece) What?

Uncle: I was walking towards the wrong direction just now.

Me: Oh.. (replacing my earpiece)

Inside my head I was thinking, "Oh great, now we're going towards the same direction. -_-)

Uncle: Where you from?

Me: (removing earpiece) What?

Uncle: Where are you from?

Me: I'm local.

Uncle: Oh, is it? You don't look local. You look kinda like Japanese.

Me: -_- Heh, no I'm not. (Forcing myself to give him a polite smile and replacing back my

earpiece AGAIN, trying to walk away with him, but in vain.)

Uncle: I'm ***** (Can't remember his name, and don't wish to anyway!), how do I address you?

Me: (replacing my earpiece AGAIN, this time kind of irritated) Huh?

I know even you are irritated by how many times I removed and replaced my earpiece, tell me
about it! I was damn irritated too. He's so not smart enough to know that when someone has earpiece on, leave him/her alone, because it means I'm not interested to talk to you! It seemed to be oblivious to him. Sigh.

Uncle: I'm *****, how do I adress you?

Me: Errr, Nicole (I was feeling helpless by then)

Uncle: Oh where are you working at?

Me: I'm a student. (I have no chance to replace my earpiece and gave up replacing anyway)

Uncle: Oh from the way you dressed up, I thought you are working already.

Me: I just finished work.

Uncle: Oh, you are half working, half studying?

Me: Yes. (Thinking: That's call part-time, can you go away already?!)

Uncle: Oh, I parked my car there (pointing to the back), do yo stay here? Need a lift from me?

Me: Noooooo, it's ok. (Smiling really hard this time)

Uncle: (Flash out his HP) How can I find you? You have a hp number that I can reach you?

Me: Nah, I don't think so. Sorry.

Uncle: Why? You gave me the direction, and I just... Do I look like a bad guy to you?

Me: (Thinking: YES! You are totally freaking me out!) Uh, nononono.

Uncle: Then can I SMS you? You can not reply if you don't like it.

Me: Sorry, I really don't think so.

Uncle: Why? Do I look like a bad guy to you?

Me: Nonono.

Uncle: If not do you have facebook, friendster or MSN?

Me: Er, no. I don't use those stuff and I seldom go online.

Uncle: (Still not giving up!) Oh then give me your hp number so that we can catch up or

something?

Me: I really don't think so. I don't entertain strangers, sorry.

I was quite shocked that I was actually so blunt to him, but guess what? He was still at it!

Uncle: Well, friends start from strangers what.

Me: (Well, pick someone your own age! Freak.) Sorry, I really don't think so.

Uncle: How do I address you again? Cindy?

Me: -_- Nicole.

Uncle: Hmmm, ok then. I'll see you from here. Bye.

Me: Bye (Dash off)

We were talking while walking by the way, so I was really afraid that he would follow me till I reach the lift. Thank god, he didn't. He walked off just before I reach my block, walking towards the Shunfu Road. Didn't he say he wanted to go to Sin Ming Road? Probably looking for the next target.

Luckily he didn't ask me which block am I staying.

There's this couple walking behind us, and I saw them looking towards my direction. Busybody, but didn't attempt to help me, at all. -.-

You must be thinking why did I even bother to talk to this man, but maybe you were in my shoe
you will know how difficult it is to try ignoring a stranger who is constantly talking to you even when you are listening to your MP3. I wanted to pretend that I couldn't hear him with my earpiece on, but he's walking right beside me so it's not easy.

So irritating la, and I ALWAYS kena. What's with that man? Perhaps my face says, "I'm vulnerable and weak, approach me", leading them to think that I am an easy target.

Fuck these uncle.

I hope I won't see him again.

Laugh Out Loud!

2009-07-29T00:37:00.005+08:00

Workers at Sin Ming Ave car workshops were at work like any other day when all of a sudden, a nervous looking LION came out of no where.

Seemingly hungry because of how small his body build is, everyone freaked out, jumping over each other, some locking themselves up in cars and offices, and some just ran away. Everyone was afraid that the LION might start attacking someone.

But one brave soul took the picture of this LION without making a sound.

And guess what?

When the Lion turned around...

It turned out to be just a harmless dog which was left unshaved by one of the co-worker to make it look like a lion. Hahaha! Damn cute right!

When is my cough ever going to recover man! =(

Jerks are everywhere.

2009-07-27T18:15:00.003+08:00

For once, Enterprise was fun today. Almost everyone did dressed up for the theme of the day, formal. We were all so excited that in the short half an hour, my classmates and I took 265 photos altogether. Quite a scary number eh? This shows that all my classmates are crazy over camwhoring, just like me. :D

I only uploaded 3 of my solo pictures here in case your IE/Firefox/Google Chrome got crashed after visiting my blog. :P

The rest can be viewed in my facebook account! (:

Story-telling time.

Once, there was this guy, whom I met in the club 4 years ago.

He came over to ask for my contact when I was sitting alone at one of the tables, while my friends were dancing on the dance floor. We did not keep in contact till sometime this year, which was 2 months ago or so.

He called me for almost every day and sweet talk a lot to me, but of course I did not play along with him. This lasted for a few weeks before we finally met up again. I was pretty taken aback when he started putting his arms across my shoulder and sat real close to me and stuff. He even invited me to stay over at his place. We had only met up for the first time after so long, mind you.

I supposed he thought that I actually automatically agreed to be his girlfriend since I met up with him and talked to him on the phone. He did not ask me to be his girlfriend yet at that point of time by the way.

I told him straight to the face that I’m not that kind of girl whom he might had mistaken me for, and did not feel the same way for him. He started saying stuff like he was serious in me, and wanted to settle down with me, like at the age of what?22? What a big joke!

Alright, I’ll just cut the story short.

He thought that I will definitely accept him and he really thinks that he is so gad damn handsome even till now I guess, which he is not, as many of friends agreed as well when I showed them this jackass’ photos.

After me rejecting him straight at the face to deflate his ego, he found himself a girlfriend from god knows where in few days’ time, but I don’t really give a damn, really.

The reason why I’m even blogging about this bastard is because he actually asked me to spend the night with him on MSN, after him being attached. Such a jerk, isn’t he?

He said that he got a fight with his girl and me being his close friend, should keep him accompany. Since when did I become his close friend? Of course, I gave him a piece of my mind. He is not respecting himself as well as me.

You do not treat a friend like that.

He should really go fuck the wall since he is so damn desperate.
Thank goodness I’m not the unlucky one with him. :D

He's not the only jerk that I'd came across so far, but I guess he's one of the worse.

Hell yeah, jerks are everywhere!

CAMWHORE :D

2009-07-27T00:02:00.010+08:00

Just got home after a long day accompanying Renee to shop for her formal wear for tomorrow’s class and getting trashed in pool.

Window shopped with Renee from the whole of Far East to Ion, Wisma and then Takashimaya. Guess what? Renee did not manage to get anything at all. Can you believe it? Oh my god.

My poor feet had been walking around from place to place and that fussy girl did not even get a single thing! I had to pick stuffs to force her to try them on. Saw lots of things that I wanted to buy though, but I can’t. I’ve got to stop myself from unnecessary impulsive shopping if I really want to save up for my birthday BBQ. ):

My face looked swollen here. =/

Went for a few rounds of pool with Wei Ming, Ryan and his girlfriend and got thrashed very badly, as usual. Haha! The two guys kept cheering and trying to irritate me whenever I get the ball in, damn stupid and annoying. *!@#$

Ryan did not mention that he was bringing his new girlfriend along but only mentioned a female friend, and I felt so much like a huge bright lamp post walking beside them before Wei Ming’s arrival. It was DAMN awkward.

I can’t wait for tomorrow’s class to see all of my classmates wearing formal. I want to see Renee with dress! Haha!

I camwhored alot today, so lo and behold for the next 29 photos, all with my face. :P

Are you sick of my face already? Hahaha!

I wanna play mah-jong!I wanna go shopping!I wanna go KTV!I wanna go clubbing!

Like finally

2009-07-26T00:13:00.016+08:00

Finally blogger allowed me to upload my photos, so here it is!

My hair was quite messed up when I got home from school. But still, I camwhored like nobody's business. Haha.

Beanie!

Pretz, My New All Time Favourite Snack!

Drawn by Danial on the whiteboard. (:

Daryl's funeral by Power. Haha!

Damn evil.

Penny Chua spilled water on my laptop, thank god nothing happens, if not.... I'll kill her!

Water disaster surrounding me lately, hmmm. Ok, I'm exaggerating.

Shopping with Renee in 13hours time. Yes, again! :D

Now, who says my blog entries are always wordy? ;)

P/S: OMG Ernest! You remove all my templates! All my links are gone and I'll have to relink. Thanks Ernest! URGH!

It's Friday! :D

2009-07-25T00:15:00.004+08:00

Yay, it's friday again! (:

I'm stucked at home right now with stomach cramp and thankfully nobody jioed me out to club tonight, if not I might just collapse on the dance floor or something. I so feel like hitting the club now! BOO.

But still, I'm glad that it's Friday which means there's no school tomorrow and I can sleep all I want. Awesome!

My cramp was so bad that I almost died in class, and Norman excused me to present my PPT, seated.

Daryl was tested positive for H1N1 last night, which was pretty weird. He was still jumping around in school yesterday and looked perfectly fine to me, and the next minute he was infected with H1N1. I wonder where he got it from. I’m sure most of us will miss his jokes for the next one week. God bless you Daryl, although half the time you were bullying me with your stupid actions. (:

My cough is back again, which I don’t understand why. I hope I didn't get infected or anything man.

Except for the small fight that broke out in class today which revolved the same ah beng, the class was a tad less noisy and chaotic today without the biggest joker, Daryl in class. Haha. I don't know what's up with all that fighting. We are all going to separate from each other soon in few week's time and I really hope we can all spend our time together as a class wisely and cherish the wonderful time altogether. Ok, I'm getting all sentimental. LOL. But I’m so gonna miss W14A. ):

Went to Fujitsu Service Centre with Renee's company regards to my laptop and damn, I would have to pay $200 just to repair the god damn battery lock and to fix the loose side of my laptop. All because it is external damage, so no warranty coverage.

In short, I wasted my trip there and we end up shopping in Suntec and I spent for the unnecessary stuff again. I bought a red high waisted hot pants in Topshop which fits me perfectly with the irresistible price. I can hardly get pants in places like Topshop, forever21, Miss Selfridge and etc without feeling as if it is dropping off unless I shop in the Petite section. Tell me, how to not get it right? I will be letting myself down if I don't. :P

I am so freaking tired after all the walking that the minute I close my eyes in the bus, I doze off almost immediately.

I think that I will always do something stupid for at least once a day like it’s a daily routine for me.

For example, yesterday after going lunch at Causeway Point with Eehwa, Daphne, Mike, Azmil, Din, Kadim and Alvin, Eehwa and Mike went off and the rest of us went to Civic Plaza’s library to finish off our RJ before I head to my workplace.

We were walking towards the escalator directing upwards. Daphne and I were talking to each other with the guys walking behind us when Daphne suddenly shouted my name upon reaching the escalator. I was walking towards the escalator directing downwards, and the guys were laughing behind waiting for free show and jokingly blamed Daphne for spoiling the fun. How evil can they be huh?

Today, I went to the ladies alone in the morning before entering the class and my bag and laptop bag were with me. I can’t possibly use the toilet with my hands full, so I checked the sink and assume that it was clean because it looked clean, duh. So I put my laptop down right beside the sink. To my horror, when I picked up my laptop, water were dripping from my laptop and I then realised there was a pool of water right where I left my laptop. I unzipped my laptop bag and remove my laptop from the bag immediately. Thank god, only a very small portion of the side got wet. How dumb.

That was not all. I just caused a flood in the kitchen 2 hours ago and got reprimanded by my mum. Details shall not be shared because it’s a long grandmother story, but I did not do it on purpose. This reminds me of what he* used to always say about me that I always cause disaster. =(

Sorry for yet another wordy entry. I’ve got heaps of photos to upload but blogger.com is screwed up again, so I shall upload them tomorrow. Stay tune!

Remember to wear formal to school on Monday W14A! More photo taking. (:

P/S: Seriously, I think that you have got no life. Stop bothering me and get a life dude!
And to you, I don’t know what are you thinking, come and go as you wish. The most amusing thing is, you can sms me regards to a new issue, forgetting about the promise you made, or I suppose you deliberately chose to remove that piece of memory from that god-knows-what-is-inside brain of yours? Whatever it is, it is none of my business anymore. (:

Fujitsu sucks big time.

2009-07-23T13:29:00.013+08:00

The title is exactly how I feel about Fujitsu now. I will stop defending for those who criticised that Fujitsu/my laptop sucks. I totally agree to the max.

My laptop has been giving me endless problems for the past 3 months and it is really getting on my nerves! It started giving me problems again since last night by lagging for like 30mins for each icon that I clicked, it is that bad. I couldn't even submit my school work and stuff if not for Michael's help.

I could not do anything with my laptop till I called Fujitsu this morning to settle the problem myself, and it's finally working fine now!

I only have myself to blame for being so careless with my belonging. I even dropped my laptop in the toilet few days ago and the battery lock cracked. I bet my hard disk was badly "wounded" as well, and now it's throwing tantrums. I will need to hit the service center soon again to fix the god damn lock.

After so long of not working, I started working again last evening and it was really dreadful for me. I am so not motivated to go for work anymore, I'm getting sick and tired of that place. SIGH.

Went down to ION with Daphne after school to walk around since it was still early and also tried the newly opened "Dunkin Donut". 6 Donuts for 2 pax, by the time we shared the 4th one, we were about to throw up already. Never, never eat so many donuts at one go, because you might never want to touch them anymore after that. Grossed.

The pictures look far more tempting and mouth-watering than the one you will be eating.

Kobe Bryant dropped by at Wisma Atria last evening for his Nike Asia Tour and I've got the best view ever in my shop because my shop was located near the exit, without needing to squeeze with those pathetic junkies on the pathway who were trying so hard to squeeze through just to take a peek at him while he was taking his leave. LOL. :x

DAMN TALL, THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIR! LOL.

Working again tonight, so dread going to work boy! ):

Last but not least, don't ever buy Fujitsu ok?! Is sucks more than anything. Haha!

Obligation.

2009-07-22T00:28:00.006+08:00

You guys complained that there's no photos in my blog right? So, I'm obliging to most of your requests and as I was looking for a non-repetitive photo to my Facebook... (because it is so silly to post the exact same photo on 2 websites!)

I found this! Hahaha!

Murali, Terence, Power and Daryl, and they spell trouble. HA!
The invaders: Hobbies being to invade others' laptop when the owners are away from keyboard to take photo and set as background, changing their MSN PM, Display Pictures & stuff.

Cool huh? Something new, rather than my own picture. (:

Off to bed!

GROSSED.

2009-07-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

The sight of you irks me, get lost.

Harry Potter Gaga.

2009-07-20T23:37:00.004+08:00

I know how stupid the title sounds, hahaha.

Caught "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" at Causeway Point with Gab, and it was not as bad as the reviews I heard from my friends, I thought it was way better than the "The Haunting in Connecticut"!

I give it 3/5 rating.

In fact, I thought it was quite good, except for the part that I did not really had the best seat and had to raise my head up all the time with my irritated dry eyes (because of my contact lens). I could not totally enjoy the movie due to my dehydrating eyes and it was so annoying.

I wouldn't have gone to watch it if not for obliging a promise to a friend. I didn't regret watching it anyway, and it was a treat so it didn't pretty much make a big difference to me. Haha!

Free lunch, free drinks, free movie, free dinner for me today, I don't even have to spend a sigle penny. Shiok! :P

Did I broadcast the wrong message again? God!

Weekend

2009-07-19T01:43:00.003+08:00

Great weekend spent, with my secondary school peeps. (:

Met Jieyun, Stanley and Corliss for supper at Boat Quay (not Clarke Quay, which I made a mistake on the previous post) and headed to Honey Pub to chill after Desmond and gang joined in.

It was so infuriating because I have to restrain myself from singing too much due to my post sore throat voice which is not fully recovered yet.

Didn't want to sing at all initially, because I don't want people who haven't hear me singing before to assume that my voice actually sound like that, when I actually sounds 100 times better. Hahaha. Just kidding! But it is true. Haha!

But due to the encouragement from my friends, and the temptation to sing, I did sing a few songs, my voice sounds horrible, I tell you! It is grossed. =(

Had only a few shots of alcohol because I don't want to end up being drunk or having hang over the next day, and I realise something, the waitresses in pubs usually only speak to the guys and treats the female customers as transparent. Why is that so? Hmmm...

Daphne was in another Pub down the street and came over to look for me later on. We chilled there till 4 plus 5 when the boys were finally willing to part with the microphones and KTV system. I was so shagged by that time and I only managed to sleep at 7am. =.=

Didn't want to attend my friend's birthday party this evening because I was so tired that I could not even open my eyes when my alarm clock rang at 4pm. But on second thought I felt bad if I were to tell my friends that I didn't want to go on the last minute, so I dragged my feet off my bed.

Met Jiehwee, Ed and SX at Bishan to get Jinyuen's birthday gift and headed to his birthday party.

Had lots of good laugh and something funny and stupid happened to me at my friend's chalet. It was really DARN FUNNY!

SX and me were talking at one corner and he was asking me to stand on top of the drain to see if my heels will get stuck in the gaps between the drain. I do not know what's got over me, and I somehow lost balance and in the quickest speed, my left leg fell right into a hole that is big and deep enough to allow my leg to enter, all the way up to my thigh.

I don't know what the fuck is the hole doing there, SX joked that it was a mice nest and I was totally freaked out. Someone please tell me that is not true!

Anyway, back to my leg that got into that darn hole. Thankfully, according to SX, no one saw what happened to me except SX, who saw the whole process from how I lost my balance to how my left leg fell into the hole, and his reaction was SO calm that there was no reaction at all. I guess he was too shock to react. HAHAHA.

I was laughing sooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn hard at how stupid I was and also at his reaction, which is equivalent to none. Haha! I had to make myself sited by the drain and lift my leg up slowly by myself (laughing at the same time), and he was not helping at all, but just asking me calmly if I was ok. Hahahaha.

Normally when you see situation like this, you will be shocked and nervous, trying to help the person up quickly but he did not because he was afraid that if he helped to pull my leg up, my shoe might fell off and I doubt I can get it back if that happens. I mean, who will want to stick his or her hand into that hole to retrieve it back for me right? Hahaha.

He made a funny remark that, maybe someone did saw me going down but thought I was making myself sitted, so did not read too much into it. HAHAHA. It was really damn funny. It's an inside joke, so if you don't get it, I totally understand. Ha!

We sit around for a while and went over to arcade for a few rounds of table soccer, or whatever you call that and went for supper after that.

Bumped into a few others of our secondary school friends in AMK. (:

Oh yes, having headache of how I should celebrate my 21st birthday this year. Since it is going to be my 21st, I do not want that significant day to pass on just like any other day, but at the same time I am also too lazy to plan. I want to book a bbq pit or something where I can gather all my friends together but I am afraid that I might neglect some of them and thinking solely about the process of planning and stuff, just make me sick. Oh man.

Awww, I miss my secondary school life so much. ):

Party time!

2009-07-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

Din, Dan, Kadim and Azmil are supposed to treat Daphne and me lunch for the upcoming 4 weeks, which is equivalent to one month! :D

On our way back from Causeway Point to Woodlands MRT Station, we saw Sherra and the 4 guys bullshit that she has got a twin sister, and we did not believe so. Eehwa later on added on that she thinks it is true because she heard someone said so. But, I know that all my classmates love to crap, especially the guys, so since she heard it from our very own classmates, I doubt it to be true. So the four guys dare us to bet with them $50 whether if she really does have one, and deal, we were on!

Being confident that they were totally lying through their teeth, I pretended that I called Sherra up to ask her about it and pretended that she told me it was not true. They then appeared to be unfirm about what they had claimed to be true and I was now 100% confirmed that it is false!

Guess what happened next? I saw Sherra standing in front, which is just a stone throw away, I ran towards her to confront her about that issue, and I was right that it was false.

So it obviously meant that we won! But those sore loser just won't concede defeat to us and start giving alot of excuses. Kental sia! Get ready to lose next time you make a bet alright! But still, I'm gonna pester you guys on starting from Monday for treats. Muahahaha!

Clarke Quay in 2 hours time. Can't wait, can't wait! WOOHOO!

Screwed up.

2009-07-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

I'm totally screwed up by Programming UT today. Only managed to attempt 2 out of 8 questions in the test boy! It's that bad. Haha. I spend more than half the time trying to solve one particular question but still! I failed to find the solution!

I see a grade 'F' coming my way... Ahhh, whatever!

I think I really need to buck up on my studies and stop fooling around in school already!

I went only for my UT today due to my "half-recovered" voice and the need to do presentation for Mathematics module. I've been skipping classes so much recently all because of the god damn flu bug.

Headed to Dhoby Ghaut to catch "The Haunting In Connecticut" with Mel, Eehwa, Azmil, Din, Dan and Mike.

Some fool told me that is is NOT a horror movie but a thriller, so I happily got cheated into watching it, and ended up watching horror. =.=

As usual, you can see me blocking my vision from the movie screen with my hands every other second to avoid seeing the horror scene. That is why I resent watching horror show so much to go through all that trouble preventing myself to watch the horror scene and stuff. It is a tiring thing for me to keep my hands up all the time you know?

It's not like I am against myself watching horror. I love watching horror actually, but is still afraid to watch it. It's a very complex thing for you to understand, haha.

I mean if you want to watch horror, the main point is to catch the horrifying part, if not what is the whole point of watching it right?

So, back to the movie. It's based on true story, but not very entertaining though. Din even fell asleep in the middle of the movie, and I have to snap my finger at his ear to wake him up.

The storyline was ok, but if you are looking for a good scare, then this is definitely not for you.
Despite so, you can still hear me screaming at some point of time, but that is just normal. Basically, I scream at anything and everything. Hahaha.

It's pretty embarrassing especially when it's not a very horrifying scene and I can only hear myself. E.g, when the dishes fell to the ground. I even screamed when I was watching Ice Age 3 can? Yeah, indeed very dumb I know.

It's not that tough to scare me and that is why I always get scared by Daryl in school and anywhere else whenever he tried to hide at one turning corner waiting to scare me. He's just another fool who does retarded stuff. Haha.

I rate it 2 out of 5 hotdogs.

At the ending part where the male lead actor laid unconscious on the ground, I bet with Azmil, who's just sitting next to me that he is not dead and I won! So lunch's on him tomorrow. Muahahahaha.

Oh yes, some of my friends had been saying that I'm ill-treating my laptop by always throwing it from at least 1 to 2cm above the ground. I am now very conscious about me spoiling my laptop. But, it’s just a cm or 2, will there even be an impact? I'm so worried that my laptop will die in my hands one day. The possibility is quite high, since I always take my belongings for granted. =(

I'm so glad that UT's over! WOOHOO!

I want my voice back.

2009-07-15T21:12:00.001+08:00

Great, my voice is totally ruined by now.

I swear that the first thing that I am going to do with my voice back, is to get back to the fools who tried to disturb and make fun of my "manly" voice today! Haha!

Especially you, Azmil Jamil! I think he did not get scoldings for me today, he felt damn uneasy thus he kept asking me to talk and tried very hard to agitate me so that I can open my mouth and start scolding him. Stupid fool.

They even went to the extend to stand beside me in the queue during our break to listen to how I'm going to order my food, so dumb can? Daryl asked me to go KTV with them again today on purpose and made fun of how my singing would sound like, coarse and awful.

Terrible la these people. ):

Karma shall befall on all of you, haha!

Talking about being ill reminds me of the 2 thermometer incident. This was what happened.

Yesterday morning when I was in the bus searching high and low for my god damn thermometer, but in vain. So, because of some dumb rule that RP set, which is to show our thermometer to the guards before we can enter the campus, due to the temperature exercise that we have in school everyday. I was left with no choice, but to purchase a new thermometer in school which cost me $6. (Outside is only selling at $4.50, those cheater bugs!)

I went back to class after that, and tried looking for my old thermometer again because I remembered me replacing it back into my bag after I took my temperature on the day before. Guess what? I found it! In the exact same spot where I was searching for earlier on. I was damn pissed with myself can! I'm so freaking bloody blind and stupid la. *Pout*

No point complaining much, because I could not refund the thermometer to the shop anyway.

My stupidity did not end here.

Usually after using my old thermometer, I would always wash the entire thing with water and did not encounter any problem. So, being extremely "smart", I did the same to my new thermometer. When I took out my new thermometer today, I was totally freaked out. To my horror, I saw yellowish-brown liquid "flooding" inside the container that contains my thermometer. I was like what the fuck is that?! I guess that thermometer is not supposed to be washed like the way I did, because of the battery or whatsoever, and it could not be turned on. I had only used it for ONE TIME!

*!@#$

Another stupid thing that I did, but I thought since my old thermometer has no problem then the new one should have no problem either. BAH!

Maybe I should type this into FML.com huh? Haha.

Something else "interesting" happened in my class today.

Another fighting case occured, but this time round it involved one of my classmates and some ah beng from other class. The reason was damn lame, so I shall not elaborate further. That ah beng was damn useless, he came all the way to my class to look for my classmate but end up, when the security came to put a halt to the fight, he claimed that it was my classmate who started it. What the hell right? Super ball-less.

The funny thing is, 2 months ago when something similar like this happened in class between 2 of my classmates involving one guy and one girl, it was the same guy who was involved in what happened today. This shows that maybe he really need to learn to chill and cool down a little. Haha.

The only good news I have for today is that tomorrow is the last paper! WOOHOO!

Today's RJ question sucks:

"What is the key point that you learnt from today's 6p?"

Damn it, she should know nobody is listening. Haha.

Some dumb picture that my classmates took using my webcam, without my consent when I was away from my laptop, and they set them as my wallpaper, like AGAIN. =.=

Daryl Pravin Blackie, he love doing this when others
are away from keyboard. Haha.

Danial monkey see, monkey do.

Power: Eh Nicole, your voice like that how you order your chicken rice just now?
(Me keeping quiet because I don't want to hear my own voice. I had been keeping quiet throughout the day be the way. It's a torture.)
Daryl: She point to the chicken then she point to my hand for roasted chicken rice.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! So funny siakkkkk! He admit it himself.

You get the joke? If not, then you are a stupid fool, just like Azmil. HAHA.

Off to complete my schoolwork and revision, later! (:

Flu bug killed my cells.

2009-07-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

*Ahhhhhhhhhhh choo!*

*COUGH COUGH*

These are what's coming from me every other seconds, since last night when the flu bug attacked me, and it's getting on my nerves!

I'm currently in class now, AND I SERIOUSLY REGRET COMING TO SCHOOL FOR LESSON! Feel so much like a walking zombie.

I reckon I'm gonna see yet another grade C coming for my Science module today again because of my lack of participation in class, but whatever. I don't give a damn.

My eyes are like getting heavier and heavier and I'm trying so hard to keep them open, and there's Math UT coming up later in the noon some more, Oh my goddddddddd. I hope I can survive till then.

(Coughing even harder now)

I did not bother to even look through the math 6Ps at all, seriously can't be bothered with all these now already and I'm bound to fail again.

Enough of the flu bug and school stuff.

A random thought that happened to run through my mind.

I realised most guys tend to get over relationship stuffs much easier than girls do. I stated most, NOT all, just in case some of the guys did not read properly and start defending for yourselves. (:

What makes me think so?

The guy friends whom I came across so far, got over their broken relationship with their ex girlfriends really fast. By fast I mean between 1 to 3 months or so. I wonder how they did it. I mean, how can a person be so firm or so called heartless to just forget about those sweet memories they had with their ex girlfriend who used to be an "oh-so important part of their life" so fast, just because they want to.

I don't know if I should name this amusing or amazing. I hope I have this ability too, that would save me from all the miserable moments that I had been through.

Yes, I did not come to this conclusion just based on one guy, but quite a number of them.

Maybe 3 months is considered long for some of you, but not to me. If 3 months is long, how about me taking more than 10 months to get over this kind of shit? I feel like I'm lagging far behind compared to them, and it's really time for me to move away from the spot that I had been circling round and round already.

Thanks to him*, I learnt how to appreciate and love myself more now, treating myself better than before. But also thanks to him*, I do not trust and have faith in relationship now. I don't think I will want to get involve in a relationship anytime soon, although I had already parted with him* for more than 10 months now.

I am enjoying my single life now, hanging out with whoever I want, dating as many different guys as I want, doing stuffs with my friends that I could not do when I was in a relationship. Ok, I was just kidding about the dating as many guys as I want part, alright. Most importantly, I do not have to constantly wonder what my partner is thinking or doing, and etc. Freedom is the word. (:

Thinking back of all the foolish deed that I've done, be it for his sake, my sake or our sake, it makes me wanna laugh out loudly and call myself silly. But I guess it's just one of the stages in life that everyone will have to go through. YOU might be the next one. :P

So my conclusion is, all guys are fools who only know how to bullshit! Hahaha.

I thought that UT2 are so much more manageable than UT1 siak. Should be able to at least pass all the modules except for Science. I did not study at all for the papers man. Maybe I did went through a little of the 6Ps for Cognitive, which half way through my migraine started to haunt me again, leaving me no choice but to stop, and that's it. I did not study for anything after that. Haha!

One more Programming paper on Thursday and I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Can't wait, can't wait! :D

Dwelling in the past is futile. Indeed.

Illed.

2009-07-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

Indeed, my sore throat got worse and I did not turn up for my Enterprise lesson today.

Last night was an agony for me. I turned off my laptop and went to bed at around 1am, and guess what? Due to my painful sore throat, I could not even sleep at all. When my alarm clock rang at 6am, my brain was still stuck there, not being able to drift of to the dreamland. =.=

I decided to rest at home to try catch some sleep before heading to school for my UT, in case I collapse before my test.

Thank god I went for my Enterprise UT today, I got back the result for my UT1 for Enterprise, and saw an E can! I don't know how I managed to do that. I knew I would not do well for that module, but didn't expect it to be THIS bad. So disappointing. =(

I reckon I will do better for my UT2, it is much more easier than the previous one, although I did not even revise. (:

When I reached my class, all my classmates outcast me claiming that I've got H1N1 virus (jokingly, of course!) and tried to shoo me away, and thanks to Melody, I was forced by Ms CCL to either wear a mask in class or to come back to class after 330pm for UT.

*~!@#

So, I rather chose to wear the mask instead, and turn out to look like this....

I look like some robber, waiting to rob the bank. Haha. Daryl joked that I looked better this way. LOL. _|_

The mask was big enough to cover my whole face actually. I came to realise how uncomfortable and stuffy it is wearing a mask.

Math UT tomorrow, so not feel like revising.

3 papers down, 2 more to go!
Go Nicole, you can make it!

Monday blues.

2009-07-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY, DAMN THE STUPID BLOGGER.COM FOR NOT ALLOWING ME TO UPLOAD MY PICTURE! ROARS*

Some fools are complaining that my blog background looks boring.

Come on! This blog is only 2 days old, what do you expect?
And you have to look at who owns this blog ok, a very lazy one. So shut up already. Hahaha.

Anyhow, I think the content is what it takes to make a blog interesting, right?

I don't want to be yet another "blogger" who is just blogging about the daily routine from time to time everyday. It's boring and it sometimes make me wanna throw up. NOT REFERRING TO ANY SINGLE SOUL OUT THERE THOUGH.

Headed down to airport with the usual W14A peeps to "revise" for UT, and as usual no positive results. We ended up fooling around, which is kind of expected.

But I did not camwhore with my crazy peeps today, amazing huh? It's all because I forgot about it, shit.

And yes, I wasn't late for the second time of meeting them already. Improvement!
Some fools nagged at me and told me not to be late, but was late for like 1 and half hour?

Having fast food consistently for so many days ain't doing me any good, especially my throat. It's killing me. Starting to be coughing badly already.

Seriously don't feel like going school tomorrow can? =(

Have not revise for my UTs. BAH!

p/s: I've decided that I should block you out of my memory. Pray hard that you do not randomly text me again one fine day, to fickle my mind again. Good bye you fool. (:

It's been so long.

2009-07-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

The title says it all.

After shutting and re-creating my blog for 3 times, I'm back here again on the 4th. HAHA.

How long will this blog be here? Good question.

Till next time. (: